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firstly in my life....

i felt so down!!!!!

i really want to punch myself because i'm really stupid...

i felt guilty...

i felt frustrated..

i felt worst...

everything right now is bad...

this paper make me sick..

i don't want to cry again but like it will happen once again...

i think this time is gonna worst than before...

I'm really scared!!!!!!!